Journals, poetry scream of violence, despair

Deadly Lessons: Part I

Deadly Lessons: Part II

October 15, 2000
Chicago Sun-Times
BILL DEDMAN STAFF REPORTER

The voices of the school shooters have seldom been heard, before or after their crimes.

Here are excerpts from poems written before the shootings by shooters and comments by a shooter in a Secret Service interview.

Suicide or homicide
Homicide and suicide
Into sleep I'm sinking
Why me I'm thinking
homicidal and suicidal thoughts, intermixing
My life's not worth fixing

A second poem:

He loses his lust for life
and becomes more dangerous
He kills with the cold
ruthlessness of a machine
And surrenders the satisfaction
of reflection

An interview with Luke Woodham, who killed his mother and two students in Pearl, Miss:

Q. Did any grown-up know how much hate you had in you?

A. No.

Q. What would it have taken for a grown-up to know?

A. Pay attention. Just sit down and talk with me.

Q. What advice do you have for adults?

A. I think they should try to bond more with their students. . . . Talk to them. . . . It doesn't have to be about anything. Just have some kind of relationship with them.

Q. And how would you have responded?

A. Well, it would have took some time before I'd opened up. If we kept talking . . . I would have . . . said everything that was going on.


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